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To the End of the Street

There are moments where He runs right alongside me as I pedal. We laugh! I know He has great joy in this; even more than I do. As I get the hang of it, he lets me go on my own a bit. Down to the end of the street. I hear Him cheering me on, but His voice grows more faint as I go along. I know he is there though. I just have to remember to…

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It is the decision of the Holy Spirit…

Hard times and uncertainty. Difficulty, confusion, and disagreement among the faithful in how to respond and move forward in these times is nothing new in the life of the Church. The book of Acts makes this abundantly clear…

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Take Her Into Your Home

I had come feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders; tired, burned out and stressed. Amidst the joys of the conference, I still found myself thinking about seemingly hopeless situations that had only seemed to become more hopeless. Yet in the stillness and quiet, tucked back in the trees with only the sound of the rain and occasional thunder, an incredible peace came over me…

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“I Can’t See Jesus”

It seemed to me as if everyone in the church must have had the same morning we did right from the start. I found myself distracted right from the start. Focused on all the wrong things, and critical, I half heartedly participated in the Mass… more as a spectator than anything else…

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Lent: Get Back Up!

So… It’s Lent. Maybe you are like me. You know all the things that Lent is supposed to be. Generally, it’s not easy; or at least you know it isn’t supposed to be. You give something up; usually something that is a bit of a sacrifice. You try to add a good thing, or maybe two. Prayer. Fasting. Almsgiving. All of the things meant to help you detach from those things that hinder your walk with the Lord, or prevent you from following him as closely as you should… But… Then you mess up; or at least if you are anything like me you do.

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So Be It

In this world there is so much hurt, so many wounds. Yet, we are not alone in our suffering. So many share our same experiences. We know that Christ, the Divine Physician, is present wherever two or three are gathered in his name…

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Friday the 13th

…This meant I had to stay behind. This day, I was not alone. The boy who seemed to have a mission to make my life a hell on earth, also had to stay behind… I was sure that this boy didn’t really even know my name. If he did, he certainly didn’t care and had only ever referred to me as “F…

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“Behold Your Son”

Here I really saw how significant Christ, while bleeding out and dying on the Cross, giving us his Mother, truly is. Jesus said to his Mother, “Behold your son;” and to his beloved disciple, “Behold your Mother.” Scripture then affirms that from that day…

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More Than Words: The Heart of Prayer

In Mt 6:7, Jesus was not saying that rote prayer is something bad. But rather, Jesus was warning against the very thing that we can all so easily fall prey to: simply going through the motions for the motions sake…

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